The Common Life

A living-room, the catholic area you (Thou, rather) and I may enter
without knocking, leave without a bow, confronts each visitor with a style,

a secular faith: he compares its dogmas with his and decides whether
he would like to see more of us. (Spotless rooms where nothing’s left lying about

chill me, so do cups used for ash-trays or smeared with lip stick: the homes I warm to
though seldom wealthy, always convey a feeling of bills being promptly settled

with cheques that don’t bounce.) There’s no We at an instant, only Thou and I, two regions
of protestant being which nowhere overlap: a room is too small therefore,

if its occupants cannot forget at will that they are not alone, too big
if it gives them any excuse in a quarrel for raising their voices. What,

quizzing ours, would Sherlock Holmes infer? Plainly, ours is a sitting-culture
in a generation which prefers comfort (or is forced to prefer it)

to command, would rather incline its buttocks on a well-upholstered chair
than the burly back of a slave: a quick glance at book-titles would tell him

that we belong to the clerisy and spend much on our food. But could he read
what our prayers or jokes are about, what creatures trighten us most, or what names

head our roll-call of persons we would least like to go to bed with? What draws
singular lives together in the first place, loneliness, lust, ambition,

or mere convenience, is obvious, why they drop or murder one another
clear enough: how, though, they create a common world between them, like Bombelli’s

impossible yet useful numbers, no one has yet explained. Still, they do
manage to forgive impossible behavior, to endure, by some miracle,

conversational tics and larval habits without wincing (were you to die,
I should miss yours). It’s a wonder that neither has been butchered by accident,

or, as lots have, silently vanished into History’s criminal noise
unmourned for, but that, after twenty-four years, we should sit here in Austria

as cater-cousins, under the glassy look of a Naples Bambino.
The portrayed regards of Strauss and Stravinsky, doing British crossword-puzzles,

is very odd indeed. I am glad the builder gave our common-room small windows
through which no observed outsider can observe us: every home should be a fortress,

equipped with all the very latest engines for keeping Nature at bay,
versed in all ancient magic, the arts of quelling the Dark Lord and his hungry

animivorous chimaeras. (Any brute can buy a machine in a shop,
but the sacred spells are secret to the kind, and if power is what we wish

they won’t work.) The ogre will come in any case:
   so Joyce has warned us. Howbeit,
fasting or feasting, we both know this: without the Spirit we die, but life

without the Letter is in the worst of taste, and always, though truth and love
can never really differ, when they seem to, the subaltern should be truth.