And then underneath the black strip on the canvas is
a small light. I used to think the black strip was theactual painting. Now I think it’s what the black strip
is covering. The covering is impossible. No matterhow wide the strip is, light shines through. Some
vistas just do. Barnett Newman threw most of hispaintings away. Because he thought they weren’t
good enough. Most critics didn’t like his work.Most writers want to be loved by light. The same light
we try to cover. So writing is regretful to do and alsonot to do. I always chose language’s black stretcher
over everything else. Language has morals. Time doestoo. Writing is like pressing grief from the inside and
the outside at once. So that you end up touchingyour own fingers. Newman’s black strip is resistant
to everything. Which is why everything is there,gathering underneath. A guarantee of minimum
blues. Some days I think poems are measuredby light. Other days I think they are buried by it.
Sometimes I think poems are resistant to force.It’s possible that poems are resistant to children. It’s
possible that poems are resistant to words.